It was just a completely unhealthy relationship for both of us.
I decided that I cried my last tear yesterday over my failed relationship. It had to be a valid reason why we could not make things work between us. I can no longer sit around wallowing in pity and thinking I want to get my ex back. It was just a completely unhealthy relationship for both of us. We were not equally yoked and had our own very distinct plans for the future. We would have just made on another miserable if we continued to cling to that disaster of a relationship. I wish him well on all his future endeavors.